Saturday, 26 October 2013

Contested: 11 March 2013

Song of the day: Jack Johnson-It`s all understood

I feel contested today as I have been feeling every today for the last 2 weeks. What happens when one starts to doubt one`s own intellectual capabilities when it is in fact these capabilities which has to be implemented to obtain your degree. How do I rid myself of the jargon and the lenses I have been equipped with? How do I make this decision and if I do will I continue to feel contested or will I feel free and released? The easiest and most irresponsible manner of dealing with a decision is to simply not make it. However I need to take a step in a direction and unfortunately there is no space for both. My feet feel shackled and I feel stuck as a result of my immense room for movement. 

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